December 2011
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Home for Christmas! :)
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Today is my boyfriend’s birthday and it was the best day ever :) Jimmy came over, we chilled, got a cookie-on-a-stick, went to the zoo/festival of lights, surprised him at dinner, gave him his present, then chilled the rest of the night. Probably one of the best nights I’ve had since I’ve been out of the hospital. I’m really glad I got to spend it with my boy and give him...
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I haven’t had this feeling in a while. I miss my boy :(
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I’m getting really restless. I can’t wait to go home tomorrow!
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I’m craving for Pad Thai so hard right now…
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Being bald isn’t as bad as I thought it would be. My showers are super short, I don’t have to worry about brushing it, and I don’t have to worry about tying it up to wash my face or when I eat. Being bald makes this temporary reality a little easier to live in.
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Today has been a good day (: I don’t have to worry about my hair anymore and I got my first acceptance letter to Marshall University! Hooray! I’m going to college!
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The day finally came: I no longer have any hair. It’s a huge relief to have all my hair shaved off. I feel like I’ve truly came to terms with the fact that I do have cancer, and I’m okay with that. This is my temporary reality, and I’ll have my real life soon enough. Right now, it’s just taking one day at a time.
bopby:
honestly i couldn’t count the amount of people i genuinely hate and cannot stand
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Had my interview, now I can be bald!
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My boyfriend is going to shave my head, and I’m going to shave his. We’re going to be twins (:
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It’s only day two with my new hair cut, and I want to just shave it all off. I’m done crying over losing my hair. It’s just annoying now. I’m worse than a shedding dog. Let’s just do this.
Being bald > having your hair fall out everywhere
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OMGOMGOMG! My first anon! Eeeeeep!
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I really wish I took more pictures. I’ve always been too shy to bust out my camera and totally camerawhore, but now capturing every moment seems almost necessary. I want to be able to look back 10 years from now and see everything I’ve went through, and see how far I’ve come.
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Lately, I’ve been working on being nice to people, but some people really get my gears going. There’s this girl in my AP Calc class and every day she complains about how much work we do, and how she doesn’t understand anything but she doesn’t ask for help. I don’t understand why she didn’t drop the class when she had the chance, she was already complaining at...
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Tonight is the night reality finally sets in. Had a good cry and I’m over it. This is only a temporary reality—I need to remember that.
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Tomorrow is my last day of school before I go back to the hospital for my second chemo treatment, and I’m really sad. I basically had my life back this past week, and I’m going to have to somehow find it again after treatment. I really miss being normal. I think by the end of the second or third treatment I’m going to be completely bald. Then I’ll never feel normal again...
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I woke up this morning, got up, and saw hair all over my pillow. Sigh. I just wish this would be over already.
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kidbuddha replied to your post: Today I noticed my hair is beginning to fall out….
if you want, ill let you shave my head, just to prove it means nothing! and my mustache too!
Lol :) It’s okay, Phu. Thanks though!
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Today I noticed my hair is beginning to fall out. I’m not as upset as I thought I would be, so it’s all good. It’s time for a change! :)
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The other day my fertility doctor called me and asked me if I was willing to have an interview with PBS about what I’ve done and been through.
I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t excited to do it.
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This is kind of random, but this has been weighing me down for quite some time.
I guess the only thing I can say right now is: I’m sorry. You were best friend, but I think after you graduated and didn’t go to school like you said you would, things between you and me went down hill. I’m not blaming you for anything. I know all this is my fault, and I take full responsibility. I...
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My boyfriend is the greatest thing that has happened to me. It’s so cliche, I can’t even. But it’s true. That boy has put up with me for over 3 years, and for some reason he’s still here. He still looks at me like I’m the prettiest girl he’s ever laid eyes on. He still smothers me kisses. He still asks for my hand to hold. He’s still everything I could...
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Had a really good day (: Went shopping, then had dinner and hung out with my boy for our 40th month anniversary. Now ending my day working on my OSU essay.
I’m really happy my life is starting to become normal again.
I don’t want this to end. Ever.
